Bad Mom

Am I a bad Mom because of the excitement I felt this morning when I heard my Sons basketball coaches voice on the answering machine telling me that all games had been canceled? Am I an even worse Mom when I was again excited when the kid's Aunt called and said that their Grandma would be over to get them for a sleep over in twenty minutes?  I am a lone here at my computer, no fights from upstairs, no "MOM is it to early for a cookie?" NO "Mom! Are you listening to me?" 

If it was longer than a night I would miss them, but as of now I am going to relax and enjoy the silence:) Tonight I am going to the Central girls B-ball game, "ONLY" eighteen years a go I was playing for Central, (Sigh) to be so young and in shape again, there is something about walking into a gym ( any gym) that puts be right back to being in high school, I have decided that all gyms smell the same, like 40 year old sweat and angst (  I love it) I miss that feeling of being an " Athlete" While now I am a Mom and  a wife ( and I do love that more then anything) no one stops me at the store to say, "Hey great game last night"  Well Chris might, but that is a different story.. HA HA HA.. ( that one was for C-dawg)